It’s when you happen to know that there’s just no hope for you being together, and yet you still prey to make it work. It’s when your mind says let go, but your heart says hold on. It’s when dream of that person almost every night, only to wake up in the morning with tears in your eyes. And most of all, it’s when no matter how you try to forget that person, you just can’t, because of the fact that you love that person and you just don’t know why.

And you thought everything else falls apart. All that you’ve worked for, all that you’ve earned half of your miserable life, all together, they come crushing down in front of your trembling eyes.

So I keep everything bottled inside. Half the time, I want to tell someone what I’m feeling, but I don’t even know how to describe it. So i stay quiet.

The same with people.

but sometimes I wish I knew what that reason was.

So what we get drunk

So what we smoke weed

We’re just havin’ fun

We don’t care who sees

So what we go out

That’s how it’s supposed to be

Living young, and wild, and free

((((:

Many people are afraid of growing old.
I’m afraid of growing old and boring.

Many people are afraid of growing old, alone.
I’m afraid of growing old, insane.

Many people are afraid of losing their looks.
I’m afraid of losing my dreams.

Many people are afraid of losing their youth.
I’m afraid of losing my soul.

When you’re 15, 35 seems ancient.
When you’re 35, 15 seems juvenile.

A turnaround in a split second - two decades zoom past and
before you know it, it’s only a mile to the next millennium.

Don’t fear age,
it’s a right of person-hood.

Don’t fear death- it’s God’s greatest jest.

Don’t grow old - you don’t have to.

Don’t date because you’re desperate.

Don’t marry because you’re miserable.

Don’t have kids because you think your genes are superior.

Don’t separate because you think it’s fashionable.

Don’t drink because you have troubles.

Don’t gamble because you think winning is inevitable.

Don’t philander because you think you’re irresistible.
Most likely, you’re not.

Don’t associate with people you can’t trust.
Don’t cheat.
Don’t lie.
Don’t pretend.

Don’t try to buy your way into the kingdom of God.

Don’t dictate because you’re smarter.

Don’t demand because you’re stronger.

Don’t sleep around because you think you’re old enough and know
better.

Don’t hurt your kids because loving them is harder.

Don’t sell yourself, your family or your ideals.

Don’t stagnate.
Don’t regress.

Learn a new skill.

Find a new friend.

Start a new career.

Don’t live in the past.

Time can’t bring anything or anyone back.

Don’t put your life on hold for possibly Mr. Right.

Don’t throw you life away on absolutely Mr. Wrong because your
biological clock is ticking and you can’t afford to have your
eggs harvested before the new millennium.

There’s always a mad rush to something, somewhere - but victory
does not always belong to those who finish first.

Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only a price to be paid
for some of life’s more hasty decisions.

You can’t always go with the throng who could be wrong.

Sometimes, you have to be alone to be enlightened.

To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless.
To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy.
To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.

Don’t bring another life into this world for all the wrong
reasons.

To keep yourself warm, buy a jacket.
In the long run, it will be less complicated and less costly.

To make yourself happy, pursue your passions and be the best of
what you can be.

Simplify your life.
Take away the clutter.
Get rid of destructive elements - abusive friends, nasty habits
and dangerous liaisons.

Don’t abandon your responsibilities, but don’t overdose on duty.
Don’t live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your
family.

Be true to yourself. Don’t commit when you’re not ready.

Don’t keep others waiting needlessly.

Fall in love - it’s the greatest thing on earth.
But take care and remember, after the fall must come the rise.

Go on that trip. Don’t postpone it.

Say those words. Don’t let the moment pass.
Do what you must even at society’s scorn.

Write poetry. Love deeply. Walk barefoot. Hold hands.
Dance with wild abandon. Cry at the movies.
Take care of yourself.
Don’t wait for someone to take care of you.

You light up your life.
You drive yourself to your destination.
No one completes you - except you.
It is true that life doesn’t get easier with age.
It only gets more challenging.

Don’t be afraid.
Don’t lose your capacity to love.

Pursue your passions.
Live your dreams.

Don’t lose faith in God.

Don’t grow old.

Just grow up.

An article from Sun-Star daily newspaper …
By Melanie T. Lim, June 2, 1999
A Mountain Wings Moment

Ilang araw ng ang hirap i-load. Wala namang mali sa connection ko. Bakit ganitooooooo?!? ))):

I’m just tired. I’m tired of putting in more effort than I receive. I’m tired of holding on for nothing. I’m tired of getting my hopes up and ending up being disappointed again.

Or, why women fall madly in love with douche bags.